hi! i'm als & this is my blog.

i write about random things.
these days i write pretty sporatically.
sometimes i completely rave about something, like a tv show but sometimes i write pretty serious things.
i write in short phrases, i like the freedom of not having to write in proper punctuation and grammar.
i'm a christian. i also ♥ music, art, photography, movies, tv & books.

hope you enjoy ♥

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Oh Yeah !

just saw the Yeah Yeah Yeahs live tonight
i'm on such a high right now
it was so awesome !!

& i know it sounds kinda creepy
but i got to touch karen o
!!!
she is so awesome.
sigh.

and i was so happy that they played Maps tonight
but i wished they played Hysteric
but thats ok
cos the show was soooooooo good.

(though, the support act kinda sucked
they seemed to be a bunch of jerks
and none of them even smiled
not even once)


and i was so glad that they didn't do what bands usually do
and just play from their new album
but played from all their albums
my fav song they played was probably Zero
even though it isn't my favourite on the album
(but still an awesome song)
but i guess i liked that song the best cos it had lots on confetti
and the big eyeballs that were thrown into the audience
my next fav would have to split between Dull Life or acoustic Maps
oh, Maps is one of my ultimate favourite songs

:)

lovelovelove.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

merry CHRISTmas !

sorry i haven't blogged in a looong time
but i promise to start posting at least 3 times a week
beginning on the 1st of jan :)

christmas is officially in 45 minutes
& i hope everyone remember what christmas is about
and it does honestly bother me
when some people sing songs like 'amazing grace'
because they don't exactly know what they are singing about
or when there's lines like 'christ is our lord'
and it bothers me even MORE
when some people think christmas is about the birth of santa
wtf?
major sigh
christmas is so commercialised now
its nearly losing its meaning
anyhow, i should stop
before i get a little more annoyed

just one thing i ask,
when you eat you're Christmas lunch/dinner
or opening presents
just remember why it is called CHRISTmas
because it celebrates the birth of Jesus CHRIST

the end.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

perverted bubbles?



creepy.

though it does have a point
but still creepy.

Friday, November 13, 2009

tick tock clock :)

so, i haven't blogged since i finished exams
its funny how
i blogged a lot during exams
but now that i have freedom
i can't really be bothered anymore.

i bought a new clock today
its pretty awesome :)
its one of those flip ones
as in the time flips
i'll take a photo of it
http://dailybooth.com/alsz/1715525

Friday, November 6, 2009

melbourne central BLACKLISTED.

lol
i like that title
it looks so threatening
so well
yesterday i realised
(and i have no idea why it didn't occur to me earlier)
that there are absolutely ZERO recycle bins in melbourne central
(apart from the train station)
i had come to this realisation
because i had finished my 1.5 L coles water
and wanted to throw my bottle out
but couldn't cos i could not find a recycle bin
and i guess this has never happened to me before
like i'd always end up finding a recycle bin
either outside, or some other place
that i had never been struck with such a dilema
the thing is
there's SO many bins in melbourne central
you can walk like 5 metres and find one
but ZERO recycle bins.
therefore, melbourne central is now on my blacklist
so to speak.

i think i shall write a letter of complaint
(after my exams)
and send it in.
but then,
i'm sure that someone has complained before
yet there are still no recycle bins
hmm.

and the thing is
its MELBOURNE CENTRAL
theres so many people going in there everyday
thus more litter
thus more can be recycled
like i wouldn't be as passionate with, i dunno, werribee plaza not having recycle bins
since it would not be as much litter
sigh.

oh, another incident like this was
when i was still working in oportos
there was
A) no recycle bins
B) no cardboard/paper recycle bins
see, i think i would be ok, with no recycle bin
but paper bin?
that's SUCH a waste.
like everything that comes in (as in stock)
is in boxes that are just thrown out.
hmph.

ok, end rant.
but yes, i will go and complain.

:)

p.s. jiali - so much for posting everyday. HAHA.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

almost there.

only one more !!

i cannot wait til after monday
but the last exam is quite hard
there's so much to know
:(

& i'm like 27 lectures behind.
:(

bui love it how after i finish an exam
i can just gather all my notes together
and just put it all back on my shelf
cos before that they were all scattered all over my table/floor
but yes
i seriously seriously need to clean my room
but the thing is it didn't really bug me that it was messy
since i'm hardly in my room
since i got to the library to study
and get home to sleep
hm.

boring post
sorry.



p.s. i re-embedded the office video below, since the other one was removed. watch it, i find it hilarious :)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

prima donna



HAHA. oh i love erin! she's adorable & andy is so hilarious :)
ryan with eye makeup though, not so sure about.
and the crotch grab?
hmmm.

office love ♥

Friday, October 30, 2009

laneway fest !!!

i bought my laneway fest tix this morning
on my mum's credit card
its so funny
cos she's one of those people who just doesn't get it
so i got up at 9am this morning
and i kept refreshing
and then it told me i was is a waiting line
for 20 mins
even though i was in the site at nine
anyway even after like 5 mins
she'd be like 'are you serious? but its so expensive'
and then at 20 mins
she was like if i have to wait any longer
just stuff it
at that point i got annoyed
but relieved the the pay thing came up.
but she just doesn't get it
sigh.

but very excited for it though
& i feel bad
cos i'm not sure if i was meant to buy good vibration tix this morning for people
because nothing was certain
and i wanted to go the laneway fest more
i mean
i do love the killers (i really do)
but i don't feel worthy,
as in i'm not very up to date with them
i mean i do know a lot of their songs
but its only all the ones that went kinda mainstream
and
my other reasons:
1. FLORENCE + THE MACHINE
2. sarah blasko (not in caps) - but i've always wanted to see her in concert & i have all her albums. i did want to go see her this year when she played with el perro del mar, but i never got around to getting tix. plus it always means dragging jacky along. which means tix are always double the price.
3. its in FOOTSCRAY. like when would anything like this really be in footscray. and i might say i'm quite loyal to footscray, i grew up here and even though i've moved away from here, i end up coming back, thus i totally must go since its on my turf. HAHA. side note: the place they chose is a pretty good choice. very indie & its off the maribrynong river ( i mean the river is disgusting (but so's the yarra) but when it gets darker it would look nice). its like right behind my primary school and i've been to the arts centre a few times. once cos i had one of my violin lessons there, but then that was when i was 7.
so yes.

laneway fest. laneway fest. laneway fest.

:)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

maybe i'm just lame

but i find this really funny

my loot came.

my stuff came :)

http://dailybooth.com/alsz/1520890

pretty cool.

its funny cos it came in a box
and since i work in a pharmacy
when we unpack any boxes
there's always an invoice to tick off if everythings there
and shows the cost of everything
well there was an invoice there
which is kinda funny
because
1. it was free
2. even if you're missing something
you wouldn't call then and go
'hey, i'm missing my free lip balm'
thats just being ungrateful.

so yes.

off to study.
first exam tmr.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

bring it on!


so excited for the summer!


:)

no more smiley faces.

i just realised
is it me or is emoticon just so over now
like who actually uses the yellow smiley faces
oh, maybe except for msn
cos its automatic
but for everything else
everything used to have an emoticon button
now
its not really around
you can't use it on facebook
myspace neither
except it does have one to say how you're feeling
but myspace is so over anyway
youtube doesn't have it
twitter as well
and there's no emoticon thing in here either
(ie. blogspot)

the only places it seems is msn
and email
but who uses emoticons in emails anymore.

i prefer the non-picture smileys.

:)
:)
:)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

promiscuity?

i love it how my lecturer can say promiscuity and receptor in the same sentence
and its normal.

Friday, October 23, 2009

loot.

i don't often think of myself as a lucky person
i mean lucky as in having a lot of luck
and m usual default setting is saying
"oh, i never win anything"
which is actually quite a lie
like the things i 'win' aren't that memorable
thus i think i don't win anything
even though i do
like i once won third prize at a school easter raffle
which was pretty cool

i won like a inner health plus soft toy
< this little guy
its actually pretty cute
but i think the lady gave it to the wrong person
lol



& there's others but i forget

but then right
theres also others that
i'm supposed to win
but get shunned
so does that make me lucky or unlucky?
like for oportos
i was meant to win a ipod shuffle
cos i had a good customer service rating (as in 100% haha)
but then my store closed down
and i never got it
even though my ex-boss kept promising it
sigh
or in high school
how we had that motivational speaker guy
and i was meant to be a volunteer
but i didn't get to
but he said he'll give me some cd anyway
never got my cd
not that i wanted it
but i'm just saying.

but the reason i'm saying this is that i won a palmers pamper pack thing
& i hope i get it
(as in recieve it)
cos if not i think i'l deem myself as being unlucky
since i got my hopes up
but then not get let down
at least if i didn't win it
i wouldn't get let down
f you know what i'm saying?

but the pack is pretty awesome:
Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Sulphate Free Body Wash 400ml
Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Body Butter 170g
Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Dark Chocolate and Peppermint Lip Butter 10g
Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Dark Chocolate and Cherry Lip Butter 10g
Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Foot Magic 125g
Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Hand Cream 60g
Palmer’s Olive Butter Formula Sulphate Free Body Wash 400ml
Palmer’s Olive Butter Formula Body Butter 170g
Palmer’s Olive Butter Formula Hand Cream 60g
Palmer’s Shea Butter Formula Sulphate Free Body Wash 400ml
Palmer’s Shea Butter Formula Body Butter 170g
Palmer’s Shea Butter Formula Hand Cream 60g


sweet, huh?

Thursday, October 22, 2009

license to photowhore?

i made a dailybooth account
basically its like twitter but with pictures
(oh the things that i do when i'm procrastinating)

http://dailybooth.com/alsz


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

echidna head.

i'm currently at the library studying
and there's this guy across from me with echidna hair
seriously its SO weird
like you know how when guys spike up their hair
its wider and the base of the hair then it sort comes together as a tip at the top
but this guy, from the base to the top its pretty much the same width
it looks like there's sticks on his head
seriously
i really want to take a photo of it
but i'm scared his friends would see me.
i did try with my webcam
but i was quite suss
& they were staring at me
so instead i tried to draw it on paint
and i'm not lying its is spiked that high
i think even higher than that
(damnit he just left)
i don't think my drawing is very representative
seriously
i don't you can imagine it properly until you see it.
but
if you just took the hair off his head or something
i would had not guessed it was some guys hair
it has WAY too much gel that his hair looks like plastic sticks


ok, i'll get back to studying now.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

karen oh!

i'm quite excited for the where the wild things are movie
i know its out in the US
but it doesn't come out here til december

i was sooooo hyped up for it after i saw the trailer
seriously
i watched the trailer practically everyday for that week
(but then my excuse was that it was the exam period, thus distractions come easily)
but also uber excited cos i found out karen o was helping with the sound track
& just in case you don't know
karen o is the lead singer of the yeah yeah yeahs
who are pretty much one of my absolute favourite bands
shes's awesome.

an i really like the fact that how in the yeah yeah yeahs
she's like this:

















but for the movie:
she's like this

the soundtrack is her singing with a choir of kids
and they're called 'karen o and the kids'
haha
(i think i am very likely to buy the soundtrack as well)

EXCITED! :)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

.

i can listen to my PK lectures at 'fast playback' on windows media player
and it still makes sense!

(not my idea though, totally vicky's idea. haha)

train courtesy.

i have a test in about four hours
and i feel like i don't know anything
:(

anyhow, i've been meaning to talk about this for a VERY long time
and its about the recently (sort of) renovated female toilets in melb central
the one next to maccas inside the station
they basically redesigned it but its pretty much worse than it was before
i mean yes, it looks better
but the design was definitely not thought out very well
because
1) these new toilets have no toilet seats
so you end up sitting on cold metal (cos the new toilet bowls are metal)
quite uncomfortable.
2) the doors are too large/the cubicle space is too small
its so hard to close the door
you literally have to pretty much stand over the toilet to be able to close the door
its SO poorly designed.
why couldn't they just make the toilets like the ones up stairs?
or at least put toilet seats on them.
sigh.

the second thing i wanted to say was
so lately the sydenham train has ben undergoing construction and things
so late and night the train always ends at footscray
and there are connecting buses
meaning EVERYONE has to get off at footscray
what bugs me is
when everyone is getting off the train
WHY on earth do they PUSH?
seriously
its so unnecessary
like the connecting buses are obviously going to wait
so you don't have to rush
and i don't know
i just get so annoyed.

also people getting on the train/tram/bus before others can get off
that's so rude as well.


signing off.

toodles.

Monday, October 12, 2009

owl city.

i currently really love a band called owl city
and their song fireflies
its so cute.

music vid: here

and this song really reminds me of hellogoodbye.
(& one of my fav love songs of all time, hellogoodbye - here (in your arms) i love love love it.& the clip for this is quite funny here)
but i think all their other ones are kinda like the fray.
i take that back, most of their songs song like hellogoodbye.


(yeah sorry. i haven't done a music blog in agessssssss. i shall get onto it soon)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

cheat.

is this not cheating?

http://www.absolutepapers.com/

lol, way to go facebook
to promote cheating.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

pickpocketting heaven.

so the TripAdviser (but i read it on the Age traveller) has come out with a list of the top 10 cities to get pickpocketed
and here they are:

1. Las Ramblas, Barcelona, Spain
2. Rome, Italy
3. Prague, Czech Republic
4. Madrid, Spain
5. Paris, France
6. Florence, Italy
7. Buenos Aires, Argentina
8. Amsterdam, Netherlands
9. Athens, Greece
10. Hanoi, Vietnam

but for me i find this a bit peculiar, when i clicked into the article i totally thought the top places would be in china or like india, where the population density is so great
and if it weren't for no. 10
i would have totally believed that it was just a list about the places in europe
but then, another thing could be that
since places like china or india, the population density is so great
and that theres a lot of desperate people
that travellers would take extra precautions
like wearing fanny packs (haha) in china
whereas in europe you'd be more laid back
because you don't think you'd get robbed.
and also i guess the list was cities
so there was probably no one particular city you'd get robbed at in china/india
i don't know
i do find it peculiar that its all european cities pretty much.

anyhow

toodles!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

smile.


"don't make frowns, you silly clown"


regina spektor - folding chair

Monday, October 5, 2009

bubble.


wind kept
Originally uploaded by nirrimi

i really love this.
but i'm trying to figure out how they took the photo
like where did she jump off?
but i really like the wind in the hair as well
and the background is peaceful.

i always get fat during exams
cos i eat when i'm not studying
sucks.
and its not like snacks and stuff
its excessive eating
like whole blocks of chocolate
i feel like such a pig
but i can't resist when chocolate is on sale at the supermarket
haha.

so lately, i feel like i'm living in my own little bubble
like i'm constantly by myself
and the thing is i don't mind being by myself
like i'd rather that than trying to make conversation with someone else
its quite bad
but sometimes i just can't be bothered making the effort.
and i do really think i'm in my own bubble
i admit i do talk to myself
obviously not out loud
but i mean as an only child, it shouldn't be surprising
i'm always playing my own songs in my head
& singing in my head
while i'm walking on the streets
or making my own little observations in my head about my surroundings.
yes.

also.
i have another issue
i agree that when people meet me that i'm quiet
but people also think i'm shy
but the thing is i really don't think i'm shy
i'm just kept to myself.
there's a difference
if i wanted to talk, i would.
but i don't, because i don't want to
not because i'm scared of what others would think.
i just much prefer listening to others
(i do think i'm a very good listener)
hmm.

:)

AUF WIEDERSEHEN!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

happy noon.


good morning

...or is it?

so today i was at work
and i had an errand to officeworks
just to but supplies and stuff

side note:
i do go on errands often, usually to:
1) to get my boss coffee
2) to post things
3) to go to other pharmacies
4) to go random bargain shopping for something in the shop (it happens more often than you think)
i used to go on errands way more often when the other pharmacist was there
she'd get me to buy her lunch everyday
often to a restaurant to buy her vegie dumplings or coles to buy salad
and i also used to go to the bank quite a lot too
(but that's cos i worked pretty much full time during the summer hols)
:)

ok
back to my story
so i was walking to officeworks
and this passerby goes "good morning"
and i just said hi
as normal as it seems
the thing is
it was around 3 PM
it wasn't really an ambigious time
like 12 PM
i feel strange saying good afternoon when its like 12pm or 1pm
its not afternoon but not morning either
but its also strange to say "good noon." or "happy noon."
so yes.
i found it amusing when the man said "good morning"
but i just pretended i didn't notice anything
and didn't look at him strange or anything
haha

also another thing
another place which has crappy service
(adding to the subway on chapel)
is the officeworks
its kinda like subway
they're like 20 somethings just hanging around each other just chatting
so you feel awkward to ask for help
and also when you get help they take so long to find stuff for you
meh.
its not as bad as the subway though
but yet i'm forced to go there
most weeks
but the really slow guy doesn't work there anymore
or at least i haven't seen him
so it isn't that bad most of the time
but sometimes i do get those ones would seem to have a bit of an attitude and are slow
they're annoying.

adi
ós!

Friday, September 25, 2009

nov 9


sorry i haven't been blogging
but i really need to focus on my studies
since i've already failed subject
i don't want to fail another

but yes
NOVEMBER 9TH
the day i finish exams

i actually finish exams REALLY early
most people haven't even started by then
but anyhow.
i shall not be on til then


but i still love you all
:)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

a burst of jubilation // past post 1


A burst of jubilation.
Originally uploaded by caroline ✿

i love this.
its so spring.
i do like spring,
i know a lot of people don't though
cos of allergies and things
but i still like summer the best.

i'm start a series of posts
about funny things that happened in the past
just reflecting on stuff
that used to really matter and just hilarious when you looked back at them
public/worldly things
like my first one
Y2K
its absolutely hilarious when you look back on it
lots of people had like panic attacks just cos they though the world was going to end since it was a new millenium
and everyone thought that the Y2K virus was going to affect everyone
because they thought the computers wouldn't be able to handle it and crash back to 1900
and we'd reverse back to ice age or something
lol

i can't remember exactly
but i seriously do remember some people freaking out
most were just like 'meh'
but there was a bit of a frenzy over it

i was 9 at that time
& i remember my mum thought there was going to be any electricity or gas
and she said something about putting water into a black garbage bag and putting it out in the sun to get hot water
but other than that she didn't really mention it much

but there was quit a lot of media frenzy over it
kinda like how this year they talked about bush fires every day during summer (in victoria, anyway)
they talked about Y2K everyday in the days leading up to it
haha
and i do remember people freaking out and stockpiling food and stuff.

and then when the new millenium came
everyone was let down cos nothing happened
the Y2K thing was like the best scam ever.
cos it was GLOBAL.
hilarious
all that happened was that the computers actually went to 2000

silly humans.

:)

gold.

i found these on www.phillyD.tv
and i found the need to repost them
cos i find it hilarious
:)











Monday, September 14, 2009

artsy fartsy.

ok, back to normal post.
i do sometimes think that my mind is more art than like science/fact
like all the stuff that i really love
are a form of art
(as in music, photography, etc.)
i really do wish that i wasn't born into an asian/pushy family
cos i know that if i weren't
i'd be doing some form of arts
instead of pharm

like i'm seriously considering
if i fail another subject
to just take a year off next year
and just do my failed subjects
and study a course on photography
but then my dilema is that fact that
next year is our first placement year
and i want to go to placement with my friends
cos it will be fun.
maybe.

secondly,
quite glad today.
i seriously thought that i wouldn't get my scholarship anymore
cos i failed a subject
and since the payment had still not come yet
so i just assumed that they weren't paying it to me
but monash sent me an email saying it will be there by the end of the week
yay.

i currently have a mud mask on
and its seriously working
i can feel my facial muscles tightening by the second.
i think its a good thing
but i'm not sure
lol
:)

ok,

adiós!

top stories.

my take of the top stories of these past few days.

1. kanye west
most people know what happened, if not you'll hear about it soon.
but here's what i think, he's a douche bag and the thing is its not like he hasn't done anything like this before, its the THIRD time he has had a public outburst.
i think he should be banned from the MTV awards ceremonies (like he can still be nominated, but can't attend) at least for a year.
i mean just because he's an uber celeb doesn't mean his actions should be without repercussions. like he can't just act like that and then blame it on alcohol, i mean if you are prone to act like that under the influence, don't drink. that's what the after parties are for.
but yeah, poor taylor. & i really like beyonce now, she was so nice about it.
but here are my fav celeb tweets from last night about what happened:
p!nk:
"
Kanye west is the biggest piece of shit on earth. Quote me."
"
My heart goes out to taylor swift. She is a sweet and talented girl and deserved her moment. She should know we all love her."
"
Beyonce is a classy lady.I feel for her, too.Its not her fault at all, and her and taylor did their thing. And douche bag got kicked out. HA"
kelly pickler (country artist, also taylor's bff):
"Tator Tot, you handled yourself with Grace. Kanye, go grow some f-ing balls bitch! don't mess w/my lil sis!!"

katy perry:
"
F*** U KANYE. IT'S LIKE U STEPPED ON A KITTEN"

lollllllllllll, i like the katy perry one the best.

2. lady gaga dying on stage.
she's strange but i expected nothing more. i know people were like SHOCKED and everything, but i'm just like 'meh, its lady gaga, duh."
though she did look quite creepy hanging there.

3. serena williams threatening a lines person.
she threatened a lines person, because she was foot faulted. apparently she said "i will kill you" (according to the asian lines person, and thats a reason why some people also thinks she's racist) and serena's like "no, i didn't" and apparently some people in the crowd were yelling "yes you did." but i couldn't really hear that properly.
lol
well, i think she was going to lose anyway, its not like it was in the beginning of the game. but yes, definitely don't threaten an authority with murder. it won't go down well. :)

4. megan fox
the crew of transoformers
2 wrote a public letter basically just saying she's a biatch.
"
She’s as about ungracious a person as you can ever fathom. She shows little interest in the crew members around her. We work to make her look good in every way, but she's absolutely never appreciative of anyone’s hard work. Never a thank you. All the crewmembers have stopped saying hi to Ms. Princess because she never says hello back."
ouch, burn.
all i can say i that i'm not surprised as well, especially because of the way everyone is treating her, like she some sort of goddess or something.

other stuff:
*susan boyle - the first single off her album is a cover of the Rolling Stones
Wild Horses
strange choice but
it actually sounds pretty good.
*
mischa barton is STILL blaming her teeth for her admission into a psychiatric ward (interview with the view) yeah really? does pulling out some wisdom teeth really require months of intesive care? seriously.

(side note: who on earth watches the view? and how did it beat ellen degeneres to be best talk show? ALL of them are REALLY boring and lame and old. at least ellen is funny and funky)

ok.
done.
bye.

alliharvard


picture one
Originally uploaded by alliharvard

after watching the whole season of America's Next Top Model Cycle 12
i'm currently absolutely intrigued with this model Allison Harvard
the runner up
(but she should have totally won, and most people agree)

she is so adorable
and so artsy & quirky
& i like how she dresses
its kinda how i like to dress
she's like everything i want to be
(at least i have the same name, so thats a start)
but yes
i absolutely love her art/drawings
(i totally added her as a contact on my flickr)
and like the photos of her pre-ANTM
are like the quirky photos i like to try to find on flickr
its that sort of dusty vintage that i like.
and also like cool vintage.








oh and apparently she didn't exactly intend to try out to be on antm
someone contacted her cos they saw her pics online
and so then she went to the casting call
but she's also known as 'creepy chan' online
cos some of her older photos are quite gothic
and shes really likes blood (more specifically she mentions nosebleeds.)
which is another reason why she absolutely intrigues me.








but yes
she's also absolutely adorable and cute
with her heartbreakingly huge doe-eyes

:)
and her personality is just so cute as well.
i just watcing her through the whole season going
'omg, she's so cute' :)















btw, i found this somewhere
and this is when tara announced she's in the top 2
:)
but its kinda funny watching it on loop
it kinda looks like she's repeatedly smooshing her face with her hand
:)

but yes, i lovelovelove her



































Saturday, September 12, 2009

poser.

this is funny :):) & kinda cute.
watch the full video though
its not laugh your head off funny
but amusing funny throughout the whole 14 mins
:)


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

impulse is

deciding to rearrange your room
& also your house at 1 am in the morning

just cos you want to.

stresssssssssssssss

booooo
i don't understand why.
every time things start looking ok for me and becoming a little stress free
something always has to come back up to make me FULLY stressed.
(& make me want to curl up into a ball and cry)

i was having such a good morning today
good in a sense that i was totally on the ball
studying for the test i had today
i was so alert and everything.
and like, i'm finally able to get back into studying and everything.
then late on in the day i realise i have something due the next day
which i couldn't even get signed up for
like, i need to have permissions to access it
and i had problems with that
and i'm not sure if they'll let me do it anymore
and its a HURDLE requirement.

and then
i get a friggin email for some course coordinator thing
saying i have not handed in my 'student at risk' form
(seriously thats what its called)
saying they sent me a letter in july and everything
but i never even got the damn letter
sigh.
at least she gave me an extension though
so i think it will still be ok.
but i am VERY stressed.
especially about the hurdle requirement thing.
i don't want to fail another subject
damnittttttttttt.

:(

morning rush is

eating your bowl of porridge in the car.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

cat allergies.


sorry, i keep changing my layout.
they're always something about it i don't like.
i think i might be slightly obsessive compulsive.
seriously.
see, i like this one.
but i still don't like it.
its kinda random
but cute.
hmm.

i hate being sick.
:(
actually today has been a bad day
i mean it wasn't that bad.
but bad in the sense that bad things happened.
but yet my mood wasn't that bad.
i was ok-cheery today.
:)
so at work, the computer/til was broken down
so i have to write EVERY sale down
including prescriptions
onto a piece of paper
then manually
using a dodgy calculator
calculate the totals and things
it was very annoying.
plus the fact
i just kept feeling worse and worse during work
i just felt more and more feverish.
i felt quite bad just before
so i went to the fridge and found like a 2 year expired demazin
and took that plus panadol
and luckily it still works.
i feel much better now.
no more blocked nose.
yay.
i feel more alert now, than any other time during today.

oh yeah.
these guys came in today and asked for antihistamines
and being an assistant, i asked who it was for
and they said no one in particular
so i was like "ok..?"
and then they explained that the wanted to keep it on hold
in case people get allergic to their cat.
:)

shall sleep now.

(sorry, i'm quite boring lately)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

couple names


sorry
i know i said i was going to post two days ago
but
like, i do have a post on draft
but i just couldn't seem to complete it
1) cos i couldn't be bothered/had no inspiration
2) i didn't no what else to add but it didn't seem right just to post it
so yes.

anyhow,
so you know how there are couple names
like the most common one would be
angelina + brad = brangelina
or like bennifer when (j.lo and ben afflec were together)
i was just thinking
with me and jacky
it just will never work
cos the best you an come up with is
jackson or even aly
but then thats/they are actual names
and the whole point of these couples names
are to join the two people together into one name
but the name is obvious enough for everyone to know its two people.
though i am fine without the couple name
i'm just saying..

Monday, August 31, 2009

distractions.


Originally uploaded by jen halski

this is cute ♥

so currently, i'm stuck up at 4 am doing an assignment
though
i know this is clearly my fault for not knowing what i was supposed to do until today
instead, i kept getting distracted.
and even though i said i will try hard this semester
i feel like i'm even more behind than last semester
its that
or this semester is going way faster than last

booo!

p.s. will post better/more interesting blog later. as in tmr.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

f cup cookie?







i hardly need to say anything
the ad says it all.

i wonder who will actually buy that.

scientifically,
you can't specifically target to put weight on a specific area without affecting others
if you put wight on one
you put weight on your whole body.

the poor women that will be fooled.

LOL.


loveyouall♥

Thursday, August 27, 2009

comments enabled.


via special request
i enabled comments
:)
so
go ahead
&
SPAM.

(you will need to click into each blog itself though)

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

basterds.

so i saw inglourious basterds on monday with jacky
i really really liked it.
and for me especially, cos i was so proud that i could understand quite a lot of the german dialogue without the subtitles
:) :)
my german still hasn't died yet

oh, and throughout the movie
i kept going
"oh, i've seen that guy before. who is he?"
and it happened like 3/4 times
and it annoyed me cos i kept thinking about it
i remembered though during the film
turns out they're from all the german stuff i've watched
so i'll mention them to you :)
Daniel Brühl
so to all of my german buddies
and those who came to german club with us
he was in The Edukators and he played Jan
and also, if you've seen Goodbye Lenin!
he played Alex in that as well



Gedeon Burhard
he is the second Kommissar Rex (Inspektor Rex) guy
he played Bradtner
and he was my favourite out of all of the agents
(well, maybe i liked the first guy too, Moser, but the third guy was crap with that girl as his partner)
defs the best looking though, out of all the agents
:)

and the other two
Eli Roth and Til Schweiger
i still have not figured out where i have seen them before
but the look SO familiar
and i looked at their list of movies
and they haven't been in anything i've seen
hmm?

another thing i wanted to say
Eli Roth
he looked like a friggin male model in the movie
he gave off this Zoolander/Bruno look
it was quite funny





























also, B.J. Novak
Ryan from The Office was in it too
and i don't understand why
he's just not tough looking like the rest of the Basterds
its just doesn't work

and one last thing
i kept having trouble spelling their 'inglourious'
cos it has an extra 'u'
and its strange cos the lose the 'u' in the rest of their spelling
like color or favorite
(as opposed to colour & favourite)
odd.

anyhow,
thats my little spiel on the movie

wait, oh one last thing
there's this scene after they introduce the director and his wife
that scene was just so unnecessary and i have no idea why it there.
yes s if you watch that movie, look out for the scene
i think, you'll know what i mean.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

sweet dreams are made of these


sweet dreams are made of what?
i've always wondered
the lyrics don't really say
because after that its
who am i to disagree
i travel the world on the seven seas
everybody is looking for something
hmm?
i do like the song though.

anyhow,
so i was wondering today
why
when you are deep into your dream
does everything seem so real
and you think you are in reality
even when the most absurd things happen
i guess you don't think you are in reality
but you don't recognise that you are in a dream
so this morning, i had a dream
that i was on a bus and that somehow i could connect a landline phone
and for some reason i decided to call my lecturer
and i just remember saying something random
(i don't remember what though)
then hanging up
it never occurred to me that
1) how on earth can you connect a landline phone on a bus
2) how did i get the lecturer's number
3) WHY i would call my lecturer
and the funny thing is
was that i didn't wake up going
oh well yeah i knew it was a dream
it was more like
oh thank goodness i didn't call my lecturer
bahahaha

i show i really really like
is called The Guild
i find it so funny

just youtube it
and its not hard to watch
like each episode is around 5 minutes
:) :) :)

GOODBYE!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

redorange



Originally uploaded by nappkin

i've mentioned this before
but i really do like red heads
if i was caucasian
i'd dye my hair red/orange
cos they're all really pretty
:)

oh and i also want to buy an orange/red dress
i think its such a bright and pretty colour
:)
i don't want to wear black or grey anymore
i want to wear colours
but colours don't go with winter
colours definitely go with summer though
:)

Saturday, August 8, 2009

asian.


you know what i find funny
asians eating spaghetti with chopsticks
:)
some girl was doing that on the bus the other day
and i'm pretty sure it was bolognese
haha

oh and why is the spinning table in chinese restaurants called a 'lazy susan'?
i have wondered that for a very long time

also, i wish i had longer eyelashes
:(
i bought a heated eyelash curler yesterday
it curls my lashes much better
but the curl effect doesn't look that great cos my lashes as short
stupid asian genes :(
and also cos some asian parents (i.e. my mother) thinks that if you cut them they will grow longer
i remember her cutting them twice in the period f my childhood
she must have stopped the second time when she realised it doesn't work
but
the damage had already been done
sigh
stupid asian mother myths.

following on from this
why do a lot (all) asian parents believe everything they read
as long as the info is backed by a "doctor"
it is quite infuriating

i shall be gone now.
(haha, that sounds so funny)

lots&lotsoflove♥

Thursday, August 6, 2009

hot pink.


Day one hundred and three.
Originally uploaded by celestephotography

this is such a cute photo.

oh, so my dad came back from china this morning
and in the process i was woken up this morning like three times
so i'm very sleep deprived
oh and i also asked my dad to buy me a new camera
i like the camera except for one thing
why on EARTH did he by me a PINK camera?
just because i'm a girl doesn't mean i like hot pink things
i haven't asked him about this yet
since he was asleep when i got up
but i will.
nah, but the cameras, not bad
not as thin as my old one
but it has a cool pattern thing at the front.
and its a samsung.
yeah the fact that its hot pink, i don't like
cos i'm not that type of girl
hmph.
oh well.

ok off now

ciao!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

clash


i hate it when:
things you really really wanted to go to
and was looking forward to since the beginning of the year
end up clashing
grr!
the cu ball is on the same night as the pharm ball
boo!
i guess i will go to the pharm ball
but its also so much more expensive
i dunno
?

i've been drinking A LOT of green tea lately
is i really that good for you
cos i'm not sure
though i guess so
cos its in one of the multi vitamins that we sell at the pharmacy
but i don't really feel any different
hmm

oh and one last thing
i really really really dislike the brand GUESS
especially the last two advertising campaigns
what's with the MASSIVE wonderbra pushed up to the neck boobs
and supertight tops
and midriff
and what is with the love heart on the boob
like seriously
in BOTH the ads
its definitely not appealing to girls
i don't think
but then i never really liked guess
ever since they had paris hilton as their face for a while
hmph.

ok night

toodles!

Monday, August 3, 2009

music of the moment

music that i have been listening to a lot lately:


sarah blasko - as day follows night
i bought this the very first day that it came out, i swear i was probably the first person to buy it at jb on chapel. they had to go to the back and get it for me and it wasn't priced or anything so the person had to get the price for me and everything.
so for this album, i really do like it. compared to the last one (What the Sea wants, the Sea will have) it explores darker, not really darker but deeper themes, but at the same time its actually lighter (though not as light as The Overture and the Underscore). i thought the last one musically was much heavier and this agrees with the fact that i've read she stripped down with the instruments this time.



La Roux
i really really love her music. its an upbeat electronica, and she sort of sounds like Little Boots. but in my opinion better (though i really do like New in Town). what i mean is that though she has an awesome backing electronic beat, her singing brings the songs together, like she doesn't really rely on the beat as much as others would/do. and she also still puts emotion into her singing.
my fav song of hers is Tigerlily, also theres this bit where there's the man speaking, it reminds me of Thriller.




Phoenix -Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix
i do really love them. i love love love the song 1901, but yeah i also hear this song a lot in stores and stuff. like in general pants, even in sims supermarket (isn't sims just so super awesome, i'll tell you more reasons why sims is super awesome later).






other mentions:


the noisettes
i haven't heard that many of their songs, but i really love their song Don't upset the rhythm.





the bird and the bee
i heard their songs before and quite liked them (i particularly liked their BeeGees cover How Deep is Your Love). but a song i've been listening to on repeat is Love Letter to Japan, i love the song :)



oh and also Regina Spektor, but i've mentioned that already.

another band i wanted to talk about is The Dead Weather
who they are is basically Jack White from The White Stripes
Queens of the Stone Age
guitarist Dean Fertita
the Kills' Allison Mosshart
and Jack Lawrence from Raconteur.
on paper they should be massively awesome
since they do come from really successful great bands
but for me collaboratively, i find them very very underwhelming.
its not interesting and i don't really feel it at all.

ok. thats my spiel for now.

LOVE.

my life according to death cab

this is one of those quiz things on facebook, but i didn't want to post it there and have to tag people :)


Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to at least 15 people and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick Your Artist:
death cab for cutie

Are you male or female?
i was a kaleidoscope

Describe Yourself:
a lack of colour

How do you feel:
sleep spent (it's actually true :)

Describe where you currently live:
(in) your new twin sized bed

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
your heart is an empty room

Your favorite form of transportation:
tiny vessels

Your best friend is:
little furry bugs

What is life to you:
long division

Your fear:
styrofoam plates

What is the best advice you have to give:
(there are) different names for the same thing

How I would like to die:
a movie script ending

My Motto:
someday you will be loved

Thursday, July 30, 2009

bolt babe?


so yesterday i saw some guy with a bag on the train
and well i though the bag was interesting
but no one else on my carriage seemed to notice it
its was a 'bolt babe' bag
so the bag was black with pink rimming
and a huge 'bolt babe' in pink on the front
and many many hearts (which have been broken, lol) in pink
the guy must have not known though
he looked about 30-ish and was east asian (that's the proper term for it, indian i mean)

i've been feeling really sick lately
i don't know
it's not normal sick though
for the past two days
whenever i eat something
i feel nauseous afterwards
and the smell of really oily foods really gross me out
and the only things i've been feeling like eating are cold
(though i still eat hot stuff)

i shall go now.
really need to study,
second week and i feel like i'm uber behind

with love♥

Friday, July 24, 2009

black balloon


Minerva
Originally uploaded by alvertigo


sorry i haven't been blogging
feeling very uninspired lately
i think i'm feeling bit down
cos i found out i failed one of my subjects
:(
i don't play the guitar that much anymore either
i think i'm going through a not so great patch
i'm breaking out insanely
i don't really have the inspiration to do anything
even though i go to bed late
just zoned out watching youtube
its quite horrible
i go to bed late
and i dont know why
i love sleeping
but yet its hard for me to get to bed
and its not like i really have anything to do
:(

& on top of that
i hate the weather
i always say this
but i really mean it
i hate winter
with a passion

oh but on a happier note
i cleaned my room
but since none of you have probably been in my room
you won't understand how much of an achievement it is
my room is just full of clutter
though i can't help it
i love all the stuff that is in my room
i'll name all the big stuff i have in my room
i have:
-a bed
-a desk, which is pretty large
-TWO bookshelfs - well technically one is a proper book shelf, and the other is those artsy boxy shelves
but they do take up a lot of space
-a full length mirror with a stand - the stand does take a lot of room, it takes as much room as a seat would, but its tall
-my desk chair
& my bean bag is probably the other thing worth mentioning
so yes
my room gets cluttered and messy easily
because:
1. i'm a girl, i do change clothes a lot when deciding what to wear
and i usually don't put them back nicely in the wardrobe because
2. i'm lazy
3. when i clean my room i take like a whole day, cos everything has to be put back to a particular place, thus i don't clean my room often

another reason why cleaning my room is quite an achievement
my mum gave me a reward cos i kept my room clean for about a month
can't remember when that was though
i think it was year 9

ok random spiel over.

hopefully i will blog soon,
loveyouall♥

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

far.


i got a new cd today:
Regina Spektor - Far
i really love Blue Lips (& Folding Chair)
they were the reason i bought the album.
i do quite like the album
in terms of this album vs old albums
i think it is a little more mainstream & pop (actual pop, not the electro crap.)
and a little less quirky
but she still is quirky though. (i like that word)
& i still like it
&
it also has a bonus dvd
:)


a thing i love about regina spektor is the random lines she has
so here are some of my favs from this album:

"i've got a perfect body, but sometimes i forget
i've got a perfect body, cos my eyelashes catch my sweat
yes they do, they do." Folding Chair

"two birds on a wire,
one tries to fly away
and the other watches him close from that wire
he says he wants to as well
but he is a liar"
Two Birds

"i have no wallet
i keep my cards together with a blue rubber band
and with a free hand
i search in my pockets
for pieces of, pieces of paper and change" Wallet

i love love love getting new cds.
have i mentioned that already?
i probably have.

the reason i love buying cds
is that
i love ripping them open
and seeing the contents
and the booklet
and art
i don't know.
i just really like have the cd.
something physical to hold.

LOVE

Monday, July 6, 2009

stop traffic.


a thing i find a little strange
when people get out of cars in the middles of traffic
wait, let me rephrase
when they get out during traffic but come back in again
let me show you what i mean
so today, i was on the bus
and it was a red light
and a taxi was next to me
then the taxi driver got out
went to his boot to get out bag
and went back to his seat
i think my title is a little misleading here though
cars weren't going or anything
so he wasn't interfering
but i just find it kinda weird
like, 'can you not wait?' 'is it really that important to get the bag out of your boot?'
hmm.

also another thing i saw today whilst on the bus
(my bus ride to work is about an hour, so i spend a lot of the time observing people/things)
well, there was this lady with massive heels
it was those 10 inch gladiator looking, but wasn't designed really well cos it had no backs support for the heel and thus she could hardly walk.
and also might i add she looks like she's 40 something
but my question is: why would you wear such heels?
i mean i'm all for heels
as long as you can walk in them and everything
(and it doesn't count if they hurt only at the end of the night)
but you know what i mean?
surely you can get heels that allow you to walk and look good
and also
what can possibly be good looking about hobbling through the street like you've never walked before
?

last thing i wanted to mention was this blog i read
i find it hilarious
basically its called 'photoshop disasters' (link: here)
and basically as the name suggests
its photos that, lets just say, are a little bit screwed up cos they weren't photoshopped properly
some of them though takes a while to really figure out what is wrong with them
& i sometimes have to go to the comments to see what it is
but i find the pics really funny
:)

ok

auf Wiedersehen!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

good endings.


i was going to name this post 'happy endings'
though i don't think its quite accurate
cos not all happy endings are good endings
but (for me) most good endings are happy endings
but yes i really really love good endings to shows/movies
and by a good ending, i mean something not so typical
but a really nice ending at the same time.
i'm going to provide some examples
but stop reading if you don't want to know what happens in:
Role Models, The Edukators (german) & The Office (season 5)

so i'll talk about the edukators first
it was a german movie that we watched in the german club (GO GERMAN CLUB!)
in yr 12
and i ABSOLUTELY loved the ending
the ending is kind of hard to explain though without watching the movie
but um, you should probably google it if you want to know what happens.
the ending was about how they (the two guys and a girl) knew the rich guy wasn't going to change, and will decide to arrest them in the end.
so they moved out of the house that they lived in, and left a note on the wall saying "some people never change."
so at the end, the police were about to arrest them by breaking into the house but found no one inside except for the note.
lost? go google it :)

another good ending, Role Models
i know not many people have seen this movie
but me & jacky saw this movie in the cinema earlier this year and loved it
(bit too much nudity though, but anyway)
the ending was how the nerdy guy (Augie Farks) gets kicked out of his country in this real life (its not really real life, its sort of role play?) medieval game
and Danny feels so bad about this, cos he made Augie get kicked out that he wants to help him get back into the game, cos it means so much to him
so they start their own country with four members and called it "Kiss-My-Anthia"
with is basically inspired by KISS the band
so at the end you get this 'war' or 'fight' in amongst (mainly) grown men wearing medieval costumes
and you get 'Kiss-My-Anthia' who are running around fighting in KISS costumes
so funny.
:)

the last ending i wanted to mention was The Office season 5
i finished watching it today,
cos i kept putting it off for exams.
but it was SO CUTE!
the ending was so unexpected but so cute and happy at the same time
go pb&j!
:)
should i spoil? should i spoil?
so basically, at the last scenes
we're hinted to believe that pam is PREGNANT
and they're both so happy & excited.
ITS SO CUTE :)
i was smiling with all gooey stuff inside after watching that
:) :)
can't wait til next season.
& i really do like the new secretary
she's so cute.
and michael&holly should totally be together :)

CIAO!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

hello emo !


one thing i find strange
emos or goths that like hello kitty !
is it me, or does it seem like a slight contradiction here?
i mean emo culture is all about dark, seemingly unhappy.
perhaps, even drowned in self pity.
whereas hello kitty is meant to be cute, and i guess happy.
but i tend to see a lot of emos liking hello kitty.
why?
the reason i brough this up is that this girl that works at sims
i think she's goth, but i've seen her carrying a hello kitty bag and things.
strange.
(btw, i sourced the pics from google images)











another thing i don't understand
what is so cool about setting fire to bins?
(i mean i guess i could say that about anything, like vandalism, but anyway)
but
its a bin
its like, yeah thanks. you destroyed some.... rubbish.
for me it could go both ways.
1. they are too scared to do something that will do a lot of damage, so they go for a bin
2. they are hoping other things light on fire because of the bin
but
for this
some of them aren't so smart
if you set fire to a metal bin.
obviously the fire isn't going to spread.
but then i guess, it may be pyromaniacs.
but then pyromaniacs scare me.
especially after the bushfires and everything
like, its seriously a mental disorder and they need help.
but yeah, how can you justify destroying hectares of land, homes, wildlife, humans lives
just to satisfy oneself
and in terms of damage, more damage is done that even mass murderers do.
anyway, i should end this
i'm getting quite worked up.

this has ben a totally random rant.
i'm sorry.

love you long time.

fail.

of all fails on failblog this is my absolute favourite
it makes me laugh every time
so i thought i'd share it with you

via flickr.



hung up.
Originally uploaded by Lá caitlin

this is a very interesting shot.

its very high fashion-esque.

i had to blog via flickr today
cos i can't blog properly on blogger for some reason.

sorry i haven't been posting lately
i've been so busy since exams have finished.
seriously, i have not had a full day to myself.
and even if i do have some time to myself.
i play my guitar.
:)
i really do like it.
like i'd be like
"after dinner i'll play my guitar"
i know quite a few songs already.
learning very quickly,
but my theory is that i'm learning very fast
cos i already play violin so i'm used to the strings, fingering and shifting, etc.
though i'm still trying to get used to the fact that it has 6 strings when im tabbing.
:)

i'll be off.
i promise i'll write something more interesting soon.

way too knackered right now.

love.

Friday, June 26, 2009

legendary.

he's irreplaceable.

you've gotta think,
no matter how "wacky" he became
the
impact he made on the world was HUGE
i mean for me,
i found out by signing onto facebook this morning
and it was EVERYONE'S wall post
he was just unlike no other
he was a damn legend.
its very very sad indeed.

"Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for Me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a Better Place
For you and for me"

REST IN PEACE, MJ.

trend setter.

i bought my guitar yesterday.
is burgundy
:)
the guy who sold me it was really really nice
there was like a slight, hardly noticeable scratch on it
so he gave me all these free stuff in return
like you can't really see it
i have like a very very visible scratch on my violin
from dropping it about 6 years ago
but i don't mind
this scratch was nothing compared to that
:)
can go learn it now
yay.

you know something that sort of annoys me
wou know in fashion mag where the have the "trends" section
i hate it when they are like "new trend (or this season's tends): shorts"
or something that really really isn't a trend
like its summer of course people where shorts
a trend would be a theme like bohemian
or something that is not a staple clothing
say: ankle boots or vest or something
or a special colour like aqua blue
i don't consider black a trend
like everyone wears black
its not a trend anymore
its a staple.

anyhow
be off now

ciao!

Monday, June 22, 2009

fishy tales.


in a slight depressed mode.
about 80% convinced that i failed my exam today.
and being an ex-macrob girl
i don't take failing well.
(damn you, helen irving!)
:(

continuing on the topic of instruments
i also realised last night that i have been playing the violin for 12 years
what on earth?
and i'm still so crap.
but i guess i've stopped trying after yr 7.
though, i wish i did have time and could be bothered practicing
i do really want to be madly awesome at playing it.
but it takes SO much practice to be awesomely good.
and i don't really have that much commitment.

i've also realised i've had goldfish for 10 years
not that it means anything beside the fact that i keep telling my mum to buy a new filter
(its 10 years old, obviously it needs to be replaced)
but she's too lazy
ad lately the fish tank gets really dirty really quickly
and my mum thinks that the fish are like dying
they are preferentially staying upside down
but also some of them are really old.
i don't really pay attention anymore,
i don't remember how many fish are in there anymore
i think there are five or six
but i'm not sure.
there used to be 8 when we first got it 10 years ago
and many of them died off
i think we've gone through about 20 - 30 fish
i think so
not all of them die though
if they were bullies to other fish
my mum would release the fish into a creek/stream or something
but not after the fish could not be rehabilitated
that meaning, she would take the fish out
and put it in a big bowl of water by itself
so it could learn its lesson
haha
nah jk, i think she just takes it out so it would stop attacking the other fish.

anyhow,
be off now.

GOODBYE!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

bitte?

haven't done a music post in a while
so here's my review/recommendation for his week
The Dirty Projectors new album, Bitte Orca
i'm quite liking it.
though it did take a few listens to get use to
they're a six person band
the songs are sung by both male and female vocalists
what i like about them is their
is the interweaving of the music with the vocals
what i mean is they make the vocals work through the music.
(did that make sense? or did that just sound like i was tryng to make myself sound like i know what i'm talking about?)
myspace: here
& for more on what i listen to
go to my last.fm
just click the music tab at the top
:)

in other news,
i really really can't wait til i get my guitar
i'm ebaying off guitar music
:)
the ones i really want though (strokes, death cab, yyy)
are really expensive
there's also one that you buy the pdf of beatles songs
its like 200 songs
but
i'm not sure if its dodgy or not
like whether thats legal.
but yes, i do really want the beatles musc, too!
i'm also plannng to learn the cello
but not this holiday
the 3 month break at the end of the year.
go me :)

will write a more interesting blog soon
i'm out today.
(STILL have to study.)

oh, and if you didn't know bitte means sorry or please in german.
(but it has no relevance to this blog, just that the albumis called Bitte Orca)
i miss german :(

Thursday, June 18, 2009

slashed jeans.


so i have these pair of jeans, right?
i like them
i love the colour
and they make my legs look skinny

they're slashed on one knee
but
most people ask me
oh, did you slash it yourself?
and embarassingly i have to say
no,
it's cos i stacked myself one day running for the bus
haha
:)

last exam on monday
can't wait
:)

oh, and with my logic exam today
it wan't too bad
i bs-ed my way through most of it
awesome :)

one more thing i don't like about winter,
is that i need to blow dry my hair
and it dries it out.
:(
though i did get a new hair dryer
its much better than my old one
i stole it from my dad
though rightfully so
its friggin lilac and white and shimmery
i was doing him a favour
ahaha :)

anyhow,
so tired from today's exam.
i was so tired i literally couldn't think.
and by the last hour i was nearly going to fall asleep.

au revoir !

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

the logic test.

so screwed for my exam tmr,
it's apparenly one of those
if you hav logic, you'll pass
but i think thats complete bs
cos i'm pretty sure i hae logic but i know nothing.
but i can't be bothered studying cos i'm just reading a whole bunch of stuff like
"most people are naive about medication"
and
"patients hav stories to tell"
and i also need to learn a whole bunch of abbreviations like:
GCS - Glasgow Coma Sore
PEARL - Pupils Equal and Reactive to Light
sigh.

so over it.
:(


i really really really want to go shopping as well
but i have to wait til i finish exams
sucks.

ok.
be off now.

BYEBYE.

Monday, June 15, 2009

kids who have better things than you.

i swear, kids are so much more high tech now
like the kids i know
ALL have nintendo ds'es
and i don't even have one

but i saw two kids with an i phone
and by kids, i mean kids
one looked he was 5 or 6
and his sister was about 8 or 9
and they had an i phone each
i'm sure it wasn't their parents
cos they were playing with them constantly
and their dad had a blackberry
(i'm sure the mum had something a really good phone too, but i didn't see)

it's kind of annoying though
like, now that we're older (or me anyway)
we have to pay for stuff
whereas kids can just nag and it'll get given to them
(a lot of the time)

i guess i also feels a bit unfair
cos i never got given this stuff when i was little
(i didn't even have a gameboy)
but then maybe cos i was such a good kid when i was little
even though i was an only child,
i was so not spoilt and i was SUCH a good kid
i swear
even parents say i was such a good kid
:)
i never used to ask for anything
but then i was a bit scared of my mum when i was little.
i think though, i started to getting annoying when i got older
but everyone goes through that stage.
toodles!