beauty and the beast

went to see mhs/macrob musical tonight
it was really good.
i was still iffy about going to see the musical before i went
but i'm very glad i did
way way way better than when i was at school
(minus les mis, but i didnt see that anyway so i dont know if it was better or not)
& the costumes were friggin awesome
they really were :)
my fav was the clock.
though
i know some of us (cough, sarah) had a bit of an issue with the beast being asian.
lol.
& it was such a shock when the teacup was turned around and we found there was a little boy's head there
i still don't know if it was really a little yr 9 mhs boy that has not reached his growth spurt yet
or if it was actually a little boy
cos i initally thought it was a little girl and it sounded like a girl
but belle was really really good
she had an awesome voice.
:)

oh, though today i had an encounter with this safeway chick
i was at work so i always go to that safeway
and she recognises me
& she's come in before looking for a job
yeah well, i bought some stuff at safeway
and it was only five dollars something but i wanted change
so gave her a fifty and shes like do you have anything smaller, i don't have change
i said no
can you eftpos?
and i said i dont have money in it (which is actually true)
and obviously she did have change so she was forced to give it to me
and she like "you work in a phrmacy, you should know what its like without change"
and stuffs my things into a bag
i mean she sorta slams it in
and she grabs and slams the nexts persons stuff as well
she has a friggin attitude problem
like, i'm seen her get all pissy before as well
when this old lady made her double bag everything
and she was slamming things in.
and she has a really annoyed look on her face.
anyway, i was so annoyed when i left
like 1. what does the pharmacy have to do with anything? i'm not a friggin checkout chick
2. if someone gave me a fifty, i would give them change if i had change (& not lie about it) & be nice about it. mean we run out of change all the time, but i always fgure out a way, there's no need to react like that.
3. i gave her a fifty, which meant she needed to give me two twentys back. There were twentys , not like i asked her to give me four tens or soemthing, as if you need to keep that many twentys in the til. you only need to give a twenty change is when someone gives you fifty. like i said, no need to react like that.
ok, rant spiel over.

i had one last thing i wanted to blog about.
trying to think of what it was.
oh yes,
i did(dispensed) my first script today (or yesterday, techically its yesterday, but its still saturday to me) !!
no one probably cares
but
its kinda exciting for me. :)

oh & one last thing

happy birthday jacky :)

deteriorating (prose)

My
Originally uploaded by Lala Mártin



there,
she sits.
upon vintage floorboards, gracefully worn.

room.
dark, empty, lonesome.

walls.
peeling,
depleting.

like she.

she stares
at the reflection staring back
could one love such like me?

cheeks heavily sunken,
eyes dark, puffy.
thin lips.

bony arms reach towards her hair,
fine, wispy
gradually falling.

ribcage visible,
moving in sync with her breaths.

eyes fall upon the bread before her,
she despises it.

she peels off a small piece,
feeding to her mouth.

her eyes wet.

she chews.
fearing to swallow.

tears gathering.

mush makes its way,
down her throat

cheeks streaked.
she can no longer bear it.

eyes skim across her stomach,
her arms, her thighs.

fingers pull non existence fat.

then,
in her mind,
it clicks.

plate smashes,
thousand fragments.

imagining bread on flesh,
frenzy starts.

schreeching,
screaming,
squealing,
cussing.
head bashing walls.
fingers peeling skin.
fists bashing stomach.
legs thrashing.
tears pouring.
self destruction.

but at that moment

light rays
pierce through,
artfully dusty windows.

she looks up.

a moment of hope.

no-tox & bus tales

hello, i started the a new blog cos the ther one sucks
i could never open it properly anymore.

um, i read in the mx like last week that people have been selling botox (botulinum toxin) injections on the internet
i was nearly so passionate about t to sms to the mX,
then i couldn't be bothered.
but you haveno idea how dangerous that is
botlinum toxin is one of the most dangerous drugs out there
it only takes a minute amount to kill you
and by minute we're talking around one millionth of a gram
ok, maybe cos i learnt about it in my lectures
thats why i'm so passionate about it
because i know exactly what it does to your body
and if it is used incorrectly it could mean paralysis or death
no joke

ok, on a lighter note
i was on the bus today and there were these two mothers each with a kid
o boy and one girl
and the boy was so sweet & cute
the girl was crying cos she got in trouble for being naughty
and the boy was like "whats wrong?" with a concerned look
and then after the mum was like "go sit next to brodie"
and he made a room for her and said "come sit next to me"
so cute
but the girl was really annoying though
she kept schreeching and schreeching
at one point the boy kissed the girl on the cheek
and the girls mum was like "that so cute"
but the girl was like "he hit me"
and the mum was like "he didn't hit you, he kissed you. you should kiss him back."
haha
oh, i should mention the kids look like they are 3 or 4

i should really go and study now.
or i will fail my test on monday.
again.

lots of love