#160

Originally uploaded by Lá caitlin

pretty :)

#155

Originally uploaded by JolsAriella

this is really creepy.
but i like it.

i also like asians who can pull off the platinium blonde look.
i think i'd be too chicken to ever attempt it myself though.
but i think it looks good.
but requires heaps of maintenance.

#153

Think Outside The Box
Originally uploaded by Abdulrahman`ρнσтσgяαρнєя 

this.
is pretty cool.

gah, this studying for exam business is doing my head in.
there's so many conditions i need to learn
and ALL their treatments
i swear theres like 20 conditions i need to learn
and then there's at least 5 treatments for each.
and the treatments i need to learn their mechanisms
and how to use them
and their dose
and their side effects
etc. etc.
and this is just for one subject.
GAH!
dislike.

reflections #123

Originally uploaded by nirrimi

i really quite love this.
probably also cos she has red hair
and if you read regularly
you know i like redheads.
:)
though i wish that the edge of the window
was straight
it ruins the balance of the photo
a little.
and if the edge of the window
was in the centre of the photo.
so then you'll get a good contrast
with half real
and half reflection.
but i like it, nonetheless.

yeah, i haven't blogged a photo in agesssssssss
mainly because i haven't gone onto my flickr account for just as long
because of the 'virus-on-my-computer-and-wiped-out-everything' incident
yeah, long story
but i wish i had more time
to go out and take photos.
i really want a polaroid camera
& a SLR camera
yes.

♥

bubble.

wind kept
Originally uploaded by nirrimi

i really love this.
but i'm trying to figure out how they took the photo
like where did she jump off?
but i really like the wind in the hair as well
and the background is peaceful.

i always get fat during exams
cos i eat when i'm not studying
sucks.
and its not like snacks and stuff
its excessive eating
like whole blocks of chocolate
i feel like such a pig
but i can't resist when chocolate is on sale at the supermarket
haha.

so lately, i feel like i'm living in my own little bubble
like i'm constantly by myself
and the thing is i don't mind being by myself
like i'd rather that than trying to make conversation with someone else
its quite bad
but sometimes i just can't be bothered making the effort.
and i do really think i'm in my own bubble
i admit i do talk to myself
obviously not out loud
but i mean as an only child, it shouldn't be surprising
i'm always playing my own songs in my head
& singing in my head
while i'm walking on the streets
or making my own little observations in my head about my surroundings.
yes.

also.
i have another issue
i agree that when people meet me that i'm quiet
but people also think i'm shy
but the thing is i really don't think i'm shy
i'm just kept to myself.
there's a difference
if i wanted to talk, i would.
but i don't, because i don't want to
not because i'm scared of what others would think.
i just much prefer listening to others
(i do think i'm a very good listener)
hmm.

:)

AUF WIEDERSEHEN!

a burst of jubilation // past post 1

A burst of jubilation.
Originally uploaded by caroline ✿

i love this.
its so spring.
i do like spring,
i know a lot of people don't though
cos of allergies and things
but i still like summer the best.

i'm start a series of posts
about funny things that happened in the past
just reflecting on stuff
that used to really matter and just hilarious when you looked back at them
public/worldly things
like my first one
Y2K
its absolutely hilarious when you look back on it
lots of people had like panic attacks just cos they though the world was going to end since it was a new millenium
and everyone thought that the Y2K virus was going to affect everyone
because they thought the computers wouldn't be able to handle it and crash back to 1900
and we'd reverse back to ice age or something
lol

i can't remember exactly
but i seriously do remember some people freaking out
most were just like 'meh'
but there was a bit of a frenzy over it

i was 9 at that time
& i remember my mum thought there was going to be any electricity or gas
and she said something about putting water into a black garbage bag and putting it out in the sun to get hot water
but other than that she didn't really mention it much

but there was quit a lot of media frenzy over it
kinda like how this year they talked about bush fires every day during summer (in victoria, anyway)
they talked about Y2K everyday in the days leading up to it
haha
and i do remember people freaking out and stockpiling food and stuff.

and then when the new millenium came
everyone was let down cos nothing happened
the Y2K thing was like the best scam ever.
cos it was GLOBAL.
hilarious
all that happened was that the computers actually went to 2000

silly humans.

:)

distractions.

Originally uploaded by jen halski

this is cute ♥

so currently, i'm stuck up at 4 am doing an assignment
though
i know this is clearly my fault for not knowing what i was supposed to do until today
instead, i kept getting distracted.
and even though i said i will try hard this semester
i feel like i'm even more behind than last semester
its that
or this semester is going way faster than last

booo!

p.s. will post better/more interesting blog later. as in tmr.

hot pink.

Day one hundred and three.
Originally uploaded by celestephotography

this is such a cute photo.

oh, so my dad came back from china this morning
and in the process i was woken up this morning like three times
so i'm very sleep deprived
oh and i also asked my dad to buy me a new camera
i like the camera except for one thing
why on EARTH did he by me a PINK camera?
just because i'm a girl doesn't mean i like hot pink things
i haven't asked him about this yet
since he was asleep when i got up
but i will.
nah, but the cameras, not bad
not as thin as my old one
but it has a cool pattern thing at the front.
and its a samsung.
yeah the fact that its hot pink, i don't like
cos i'm not that type of girl
hmph.
oh well.

ok off now

ciao!

black balloon

Minerva
Originally uploaded by alvertigo

sorry i haven't been blogging
feeling very uninspired lately
i think i'm feeling bit down
cos i found out i failed one of my subjects
:(
i don't play the guitar that much anymore either
i think i'm going through a not so great patch
i'm breaking out insanely
i don't really have the inspiration to do anything
even though i go to bed late
just zoned out watching youtube
its quite horrible
i go to bed late
and i dont know why
i love sleeping
but yet its hard for me to get to bed
and its not like i really have anything to do
:(

& on top of that
i hate the weather
i always say this
but i really mean it
i hate winter
with a passion

oh but on a happier note
i cleaned my room
but since none of you have probably been in my room
you won't understand how much of an achievement it is
my room is just full of clutter
though i can't help it
i love all the stuff that is in my room
i'll name all the big stuff i have in my room
i have:
-a bed
-a desk, which is pretty large
-TWO bookshelfs - well technically one is a proper book shelf, and the other is those artsy boxy shelves
but they do take up a lot of space
-a full length mirror with a stand - the stand does take a lot of room, it takes as much room as a seat would, but its tall
-my desk chair
& my bean bag is probably the other thing worth mentioning
so yes
my room gets cluttered and messy easily
because:
1. i'm a girl, i do change clothes a lot when deciding what to wear
and i usually don't put them back nicely in the wardrobe because
2. i'm lazy
3. when i clean my room i take like a whole day, cos everything has to be put back to a particular place, thus i don't clean my room often

another reason why cleaning my room is quite an achievement
my mum gave me a reward cos i kept my room clean for about a month
can't remember when that was though
i think it was year 9

ok random spiel over.

hopefully i will blog soon,
loveyouall♥

via flickr.

hung up.
Originally uploaded by Lá caitlin
this is a very interesting shot.

its very high fashion-esque.

i had to blog via flickr today
cos i can't blog properly on blogger for some reason.

sorry i haven't been posting lately
i've been so busy since exams have finished.
seriously, i have not had a full day to myself.
and even if i do have some time to myself.
i play my guitar.
:)
i really do like it.
like i'd be like
"after dinner i'll play my guitar"
i know quite a few songs already.
learning very quickly,
but my theory is that i'm learning very fast
cos i already play violin so i'm used to the strings, fingering and shifting, etc.
though i'm still trying to get used to the fact that it has 6 strings when im tabbing.
:)

i'll be off.
i promise i'll write something more interesting soon.

way too knackered right now.

love.

lightness.

Apparel Catalog 2009
Originally uploaded by Renata Raksha

short post.
i like this photo.
i love the light,
it make the whole photo.
though i don't like the electricity wires,
personally i would've edited out.

spectroscopy is currently doing my head in
:(

back to study now.
tschüss!

lists lists lists

week eight. (explore)
Originally uploaded by darcyface

this is a gorgeous photo
:)
its so weightless and pretty

i'm trying to blog more photos
cos i do like photography
but i'm too busy to take my own these days
so i like looking for other peoples instead
:)
so yes, go and check out their photostream if you like it

most people have downloaded this already
but yeah free coldplay album download here
i really love it
but maybe cos it takes be back to the concert i went to
:) :) :)
(it was damn awesome)
(but then now, i can't really convince jacky to come gigs with me cos he says it won't be as good as coldplay)

i have a habit of writing lists
and timetables
i do love writing them
i guess i gives me a sense of achievement
though i do hardly keep them
and when i'm writing them it makes me feel like i'm actually doing something
i wish i actually was though

oh, last thing
i need a new usb
cos i broke mine
literally
broke
the front bit it actually dislodged from the body
and you can actually take the chips out if you wated to
don't ask how i did it
:)
i'm either a huge klutz
or



a genius :)

real fakes

real fakes
Originally uploaded by alsz

i like this photo
cos its funny
and perhaps a little ironic(?).
well, not ironic
but
i'm not sure how to explain.


me & jacky found these while we were exploring state library
and came across the music scores section
i'm not sure what the books are about though.

♥

deteriorating (prose)

My
Originally uploaded by Lala Mártin



there,
she sits.
upon vintage floorboards, gracefully worn.

room.
dark, empty, lonesome.

walls.
peeling,
depleting.

like she.

she stares
at the reflection staring back
could one love such like me?

cheeks heavily sunken,
eyes dark, puffy.
thin lips.

bony arms reach towards her hair,
fine, wispy
gradually falling.

ribcage visible,
moving in sync with her breaths.

eyes fall upon the bread before her,
she despises it.

she peels off a small piece,
feeding to her mouth.

her eyes wet.

she chews.
fearing to swallow.

tears gathering.

mush makes its way,
down her throat

cheeks streaked.
she can no longer bear it.

eyes skim across her stomach,
her arms, her thighs.

fingers pull non existence fat.

then,
in her mind,
it clicks.

plate smashes,
thousand fragments.

imagining bread on flesh,
frenzy starts.

schreeching,
screaming,
squealing,
cussing.
head bashing walls.
fingers peeling skin.
fists bashing stomach.
legs thrashing.
tears pouring.
self destruction.

but at that moment

light rays
pierce through,
artfully dusty windows.

she looks up.

a moment of hope.

hide & seek

Hide & Seek
Originally uploaded by isayx3

this pic is so cute :)

its very nostalgic
i remember when i was little
& i loved playing hide & seek
i used to get the most awesome hiding spots
but then it was kinda lonely after a while when no one can find you
and i tend to give up because i get worried that people might leave me there.

but i still love finding stuff now.
i like treasure hunts.
i really do.
its so fun.
i don't know.
when i find the thing i'm meant to be finding
it gives me a sense of achievement.
:)
maybe i'm still very childish.
oh well.

love.