stresssssssssssssss

booooo
i don't understand why.
every time things start looking ok for me and becoming a little stress free
something always has to come back up to make me FULLY stressed.
(& make me want to curl up into a ball and cry)

i was having such a good morning today
good in a sense that i was totally on the ball
studying for the test i had today
i was so alert and everything.
and like, i'm finally able to get back into studying and everything.
then late on in the day i realise i have something due the next day
which i couldn't even get signed up for
like, i need to have permissions to access it
and i had problems with that
and i'm not sure if they'll let me do it anymore
and its a HURDLE requirement.

and then
i get a friggin email for some course coordinator thing
saying i have not handed in my 'student at risk' form
(seriously thats what its called)
saying they sent me a letter in july and everything
but i never even got the damn letter
sigh.
at least she gave me an extension though
so i think it will still be ok.
but i am VERY stressed.
especially about the hurdle requirement thing.
i don't want to fail another subject
damnittttttttttt.

:(