old friends #57

sorry, i've been slacking off
i havent been blogging of late
but i've just been so tired lately
and busy
sorry.

so today i saw an old friend
and by saw, i mean walked past them
and after walking past them realised who they were
and since, well we haven't talked in years
its kinda strange to call after for them after they've walked away
but there's still that regret
because a long time ago
we were really good friends
best friends at some point even
and its such a sad thing
knowing how we had grown apart
to be not even on speaking terms anymore
but i guess
well
we grew up, and moved on to different circumstances
to different friends
and not needing each other
its sad,
wondering whether things could be different
whether the girls now can be friends like we were back then
sigh.
and its strange that after all these years
i still miss her.