#109 in constant fear

so the other night
i saw a spider on the wall
and i tried to kill it
but i think it moved too fast
so i only got its legs
and it managed to run away
so well that night i went on a massive search for it
(when i say massive, i don't think it was really that massive, but it felt so in my head)
but couldn't find it
and kinda scared to sleep
i did contemplate sleeping on the couch for a while
but then i decided not too
since i went to bed a few hours later

BUT

i am convinced its still in my room somewhere
cos today i felt SPIDERWEBS next to my desk
and i'm pretty sure they're new spider webs
OH NO!

:(