fishy tales.

in a slight depressed mode.
about 80% convinced that i failed my exam today.
and being an ex-macrob girl
i don't take failing well.
(damn you, helen irving!)
:(

continuing on the topic of instruments
i also realised last night that i have been playing the violin for 12 years
what on earth?
and i'm still so crap.
but i guess i've stopped trying after yr 7.
though, i wish i did have time and could be bothered practicing
i do really want to be madly awesome at playing it.
but it takes SO much practice to be awesomely good.
and i don't really have that much commitment.

i've also realised i've had goldfish for 10 years
not that it means anything beside the fact that i keep telling my mum to buy a new filter
(its 10 years old, obviously it needs to be replaced)
but she's too lazy
ad lately the fish tank gets really dirty really quickly
and my mum thinks that the fish are like dying
they are preferentially staying upside down
but also some of them are really old.
i don't really pay attention anymore,
i don't remember how many fish are in there anymore
i think there are five or six
but i'm not sure.
there used to be 8 when we first got it 10 years ago
and many of them died off
i think we've gone through about 20 - 30 fish
i think so
not all of them die though
if they were bullies to other fish
my mum would release the fish into a creek/stream or something
but not after the fish could not be rehabilitated
that meaning, she would take the fish out
and put it in a big bowl of water by itself
so it could learn its lesson
haha
nah jk, i think she just takes it out so it would stop attacking the other fish.

anyhow,
be off now.

GOODBYE!